She Is Alpha: From Narcissistic Chaos to Calm Feminine Power is a raw, intimate, and fiercely empowering journey into a woman’s healing after loving the wrong men. In this deeply personal memoir-meets-guidebook, Melody Carstairs opens her heart with breathtaking honesty, taking readers through the shadows of narcissistic love, emotional trauma, abandonment wounds, and spiritual disconnection — and into the quiet, grounded strength of She Is Alpha: From Narcissist Chaos to Calm Feminine Power within.

Through her lived experiences of childhood abuse, parental narcissism, betrayal, loss, and the psychological erosion that occurs inside toxic relationships, Melody shows women how easy it is to lose themselves… and how possible it is to rise again. Each chapter blends storytelling with gentle insight, offering readers both resonance and relief. Melody writes not from theory, but from survival. From rising. From reclaiming herself.

This book is a tribute to the women who were silenced, blamed, dismissed, or conditioned to carry emotional chaos that never belonged to them. It reveals what happens inside the mind and heart of a woman entangled with narcissists — the confusion, the pain, the self-doubt — and guides her toward the clarity, peace, and inner authority that mark true feminine healing.

She Is Alpha: From Narcissistic Chaos to Calm Feminine Power is not just a story. It is a map out of the darkness. Melody’s healing practices, spiritual reflections, and grounded wisdom offer practical and emotional tools for rebuilding identity, untangling from trauma bonds, reclaiming boundaries, and becoming a woman who stands steady in her own power.

This book is for any woman who has ever loved a narcissist, lost herself, or struggled to recognize her own worth. It is for those who are ready to rise — softly, bravely, and unapologetically — become The Calm Alpha.

A story of breaking. A story of awakening. A story of becoming.

Over 300 pages | Over 100,000 words

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ISBN 978-1-7644190-0-0

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